Goof

   This sembreak has been the beeeeest thing that has ever happened in this year. I swear. I haven't felt so relaxed while being so tired of hanging out. As if every emotional baggage that existed just disappeared. It felt awesome. All it took was a great hangout with some great people. Now back to some ramblings.

    I know I've been talking about boredom and sort-of-depression for a while ago, but I realized something after watching too many YouTube videos, and playing too many of the same games and hanging out with the same people for a long while, and listening to the same damn songs for months: You grow out of it. It's kind of like those cartoons you've watched when you were a kid. Sure, the shot of nostalgia is great, and having peers around that feel the same is awesome, but you won't really come back and watch the whole thing all over again. You've grown out of it. You crave a different thing now, something new, something right for your age, something you couldn't have then and you can get now. The proof is in the hypothetical situation wherein you could only watch a channel which has those educational lessons for kids, forever, but you would be aware that there are better TV shows and channels, but you don't have access to them, and you'd only see glimpses of them from time to time in your every day life. Of course you'd start to get bored of the damn baby show channels, cause you know there's something better out there, hence the tediousness of watching what you used to. Though this "growing out of" isn't just limited to material things. There's feelings, or even people that you grow out of. You're tired of feeling this, and so you change by doing or being something else. You're tired of the same crowd and so you hang out with some other people. In the end, you just want the best for yourself on every aspect in your life, whether or not you're conscious of those wants, your whole being will work towards it slowly.

    But what about things like true love and best friends? What about the things you truly enjoy? There's a special type of "Growing out of" for that, which is goofing. It's an indescribable love for something or someone that doesn't fade, and stands the test of time, indefinitely. For example, I goof off of video games, always. and there's sleep, which I'll never grow tired of doing, pun intended. There are certain things in life that will become something you'll goof on, because it's what you truly enjoy. I guess you only grow out of different things, because you're instinctively trying to find something to truly goof on. That's also probably why there are some sayings that tell you to love everything or everyone, because the more things you goof on, the better your life would be. Despite of what goof really means, literally, on the dictionary, it's honestly a great thing. Who wouldn't want to goof around something they love?

   With all that said, I've probably been growing out of tons of things. So I guess, in that perspective, boredom isn't all that bad. It really is just a phase, as per usual, but I guess everything is right? There really won't be a lot to worry about if you're just gonna grow out of all the problems. Just make sure you get to goof off sometimes.